new record

so now matt has been awake for over 48 hours, and out for over 24 hours. that's a new record, even for him. how much alcohol and cocaine can one person digest in a 2 day period? this is ridiculous. he's not in jail, cause i've checked the bso arrest records. even though i'm actually kinda hoping he does get arrested because he's an asshole and i'm mad at him. but i don't know if he's at another shithole bar, at the hospital, at someone else's house, lying dead in a dumpster?! i just don't know. he pisses me off. and i don't have any cigarettes. i know i shouldn't be smoking at all anyways, but times like these i need one.