ouch

i'm really pissed off. i'm sitting here at the computer and little miss chloe decides to take a flying leap at my bare thighs... and didn't make it. so i now have bloody scratches. and animal abuse alert, i smacked her. whatever, that shit hurt! the up side for today is even though zachary went to bed around 10:30, and i fell asleep after 1 am, me and zachary slept late til about 11:30! i love rain when i'm sleeping! it kept the house nice and dark, and the sound is so soothing (on top of our loud ass floor fans). finally got the washer and dryer back in last night, so we have running water in the kitchen now. yay! now i don't have any excuse not to do dishes or laundry (dammit. jk) i'm actually really excited to get this mess clean and done with!

i'm still not sure what to think about last night. matt drank a lot of beer and left to help pito with something. he took $100 out of my wallet and said that pito asked to borrow it, not sure if i believed that to begin with, but then pito called me after matt left the house and said he didn't know where matt was and that he didn't ask to borrow any money. i still don't know what time matt came home. but he said he didn't go out last night, just to pito's house and back. and when i mentioned the money he said pito was going to try and pay us back today. someone is lying. i don't see a reason why pito would lie, but i wish i could just believe matt's word. i hate this. why does matt have to put me in this situation where i can't trust him with anything? it's just depressing.